Who Knows Only Time

Ahh time how is it that so much has escaped me
i never really feel motivated to do what i aught to
now that i finally have some time to myself i realize DAMMIT!
i have wasted so much time, i dont like that i ended up here
but here is as good as any place to start
i just get so scared... thats always been my problem
stupid nerves man

I made several different prints for my final portfolio that say Its About Time.
and i feel like maybe now it is about time to get going
vamos

Pushing Daisies

why do you always ruin my high, it sucks that we cant talk about whats really going on
i need someone to talk to but you just dont get it
i dont think anyone does at this point,not even me
i am a puzzle with the pieces missing

This Side Of The Blue

 

I finally finished all of my printing, what relief

tomorrow after work i have to put my portfolio together, i hope there is studio space

ill post pictures when i get a chance, sunday perhaps?

 

2 days of school

and 15 more until i go home for the holidays

yahooo

 

id like another tattoo

sun & moon or pheonix wings

 

my dad is coming down to have supper with me , 

even though ill see him again in 2 weeks

sometimes its nice knowing someone is worried about you

and wants to feed you delicious food to make you well again

 

.Most days my heart aches

Most days its all i can do to get out of bed

Most days all i want is for love to replace my fear

Most days all i really need is to be 

snuggled.