Happy Beee

Ive decided to just 

be happy.

Restless In The Sunshine

Im feeling restless
I sleep to much
and worry about my caffeine consumption
and the fact that i was supposed to read that book that you lent me 6 months ago
and the 10 hour drawing  i havent started
and the 3 essays for tuesday
If you worry too much your brain wires itself to focus only on the negative
and you wonder why you, feel lousy.
I forgot how much I miss dancing with people in the hall
so thank you for dancing with me last night
Everyone gives us the gift of looking back at ourselves
Hello mirror image
What are you showing me in this moment
I talked to my brother today
and i think everything will be quite alright

Happily Ever After...

Sometimes I know im good company and at other times i think im just convenient company. And it really sucks when I dont know which I am with you.


I wish i wasnt so jealous of other peoples lives. When i hear about how happy they are, how perfect their life seems now that they are in a new relationship or in love, I blame you Hollywood and Disney for making up your silly little love stories for such an impressionable little girl, where is my fairytale? my happily ever after?  thats what I thought.
but a girl can still dream...

Ive Forgotten How To Dream.....

I Am Me...

I had to make this project for Design where i describe myself to a perfect stranger visually. We had to create something that folds together so your 'stranger' can unfold your origami and find out who you are. I never know what i should tell people about myself, i mean its much easier writing it on a piece of paper and giving it away then acctually having to confront the topic face to face. I just dont know whats too much info.Most people dont know a lot about me except for the surface stuff, i like trees, colourfull things and i believe in kindness.cute.
There is more to me then that, i just bury stuff so its easier. I ended up having a good variety of  info though some light sunshine things as well as some deeper insights buried in the center of my origami crane/heart.

Id like to learn how to do art therapy, if only for myself so i can dig up all that has been buried maybe some sweet art will come out of it who knows.

Im excited to see what my strangers response will be

Ive been doing that thing again... you know thinking.  And ive come to a great understanding of where im at. Sometimes i find it hard being out here on the east coast a million miles from all that is familiar and what feels like home, and my closest friends and the 'normalness' of life. but home is where the heart is and right now mine is in Halifax. I get friend sick all the time because all of my closest friends are scattered, pittsburg,washington dc,victoria,oregon,calgary, germany,squamish,ottawa,halifax.
and sometimes i just want us all to live in the same place at the same time so i can enjoy their company at any time. Its such fun when i finally get to talk with them or even get a chance to hangout with them, we share our experiences and silly stories and just pick up where we left off haha as if no time has actually passed but it also makes me kinda of sad because i dont know when im gonna talk to them again, next week in a month in 3? But distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Im so proud of them all for following their dreams and moving away to be able to experience all that life can give them and i guess thats why im here too, to get re-inspired and to always know that no matter where i go i still keep you all in my heart.