I Was Who I Am

Its funny how the first cords you come to 

are the minor notes that come to serenade you

Its hard to accept yourself as someone

you dont desire

as someone you dont want to be

Give me to a ramblin man 

let it always be known

 that i was who i am

Painting my world white

Right now im in the process of unpacking and setting up my new room. Its so great finally having my own place, and cute roomies. This process seems so daunting i hardly know where to start. I mean i have the biggest room so it should be okay but i have so much stuff, how the heck did i accumulate so many "things". Ive wanted to post for awhile but ive just been too busy with the end of school and the start of work; today is my first day off in a long time, no pressure to do anything at all glorious!
But this time is precious and i dont want to waste it.I finally bought a kitchen table which is such relief, and today im going to buy white paint and paint all of my kitchen furniture 7 chairs and a table huzza! i love painting furniture. Alex said she would even paint cool flowers on the table which will be sweet.
I need a dresser or some other kind of storage thing, because im taking up most of our communal shelves, and i need to hang my mirror up and wipe board on the wall so they no longer sit infront of the door bah
it will all come together though in its own time
 

An Eggiphant

I didnt feel much like doing my work tonight and i was too tired to leave the comfort of my warm new bed, and today was productive enough anyways so I looked up cute pictures and artsy wedding photos, because love is much cooler when its portrayed artistically and its nice to know that some one out there is at least in love.
I only have 2 more days of classes and then im free! whoa what crazyness i can hardly believe it my first year done and finished pheww...

Im also working lots this week as well as in may which is groovy cause i love flowers and paychecks huzza!

  ~ Learn To Love Yourself Little Jellybean ~

I Do...

I have fallen in love with wedding photos

Cause ive been with Witches and a Queen

I need to be fed regularly or else i just turn into a drama queen.

Art is who i am, and i havent really allowed for myself to fully embrace that

Frick! 

I live in a country where i can make art everyday for the rest of my life

and where the possibilities are endless.

Bliss

The art i make is for me, where judgment has no place

Its just what I do

So go make some art, yes you, its therapeutic

Blesssed be

Where does the good go

Today is apparently wallow in your failures and missed attempts at happiness day. Oh joy. My future looks bleak.Usually when this happens i move, but i havent anywhere to go. Im stuck. Im sinking. And im all alone.

Kate...

I like to think that i keep everything under control
and that when i talk about you i still keep a smile on my face,
because its okay its been 5 years
i should have healed.
But not today
someone mentioned you and related their own similar tale.
I just about lost it,i had to quickly go home because today its not okay
and i miss you like crazy, and all i want from you is a crazy dance and a reassuring talk that everything is working out the way it should,
that its okay,
that im happy here.
Fuck I just miss you

Cadavers Cadavers My Dead Body

Id like to start posting more interesting things to my blog instead of just thoughts so here is some interesting art. This is created by a man named Joel-Peter Witkin. He uses cadavers that he gets in mexico as models and will pose them and set up a scene. He also scratches out certain areas of the negatives to enhance the image. Odd yes but still beautiful.

Death/ Rebirth

My sweet angel

if your near me

spread your wings

and get us the f out of here

-Dojo Workhorse

I find that the difficult things are always quickly followed by something beautiful and good.

I just have to read the signs.

This morning was lame, so lame in fact I had to take a nap.But then
I met a friend in the art store, went for a beautiful walk in the sunshine with a couple of pals, ran into some NSCAD ladies on the crosswalk, ate supper outside on a picnic table while we danced to cheesy R&B hits. Talked over fruit punch gatorade.

Then i made this really cool page for design.

April is about finding out where you have flow, 

and where you have discord,and removing or fixing that.

Death=Rebirth

Stay positive, and positive will follow.

Have a nice life <3